I see this person all the time and when I do I avoid him. He used to be someone I could look up to, he knew what he wanted and went for it. But now I’m not sure what to think of him anymore. Everyday another piece of who he was falls away like a thought you forgot from yesterday. I miss that person I knew before. As days go on he looks more like a person I’ve never seen before a stranger. How did it get so bad when he had the world in the palm of his hand. He used to be funny and always a joy to have around. Looking at him now its just a 24/7 frown like his soul checked out and left town. He used to walk around with his head held high and so proud, now you wouldn’t recognize him as he walks around looking down at the ground. I wish I’d wake up from this nightmare cuz I hate who I see just another piece of shit in the mirror looking back at me. I ask myself all the time Is this struggle worth the fight or should I say fuck it all and just end it tonight.
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